Today is my first day on call. It's also my first delivery x 4, so far. It's also 2 in the morning and I'm wide awake, thanks to 2 Diet Cokes and lots of patients. I'm scared for when I'm the only intern on the floor. Ergh!
I was scared before residency started about being able to do stuff, what to expect, etc etc. Yeah, I'm still scared. Just a different scared because now that I'm doing stuff, stuff might happen.